I wonder - and am also terrified to think about - what might be going through her mind at this point. She ditched a solid career as an anchor at Fox 10 for a political career (which failed convincingly...twice) settled for a (sorry for the fans) lead role at a government agency most people outside of radio don't know even exists, and only "succeeded" in the sense that she dutifully destroyed the agency she was tasked with operating.
And now she's got to deal with being legally told she not only sucked at her job, but had no business doing it? How is she processing this?
As a psychologist I knew once said: "that's nothing 10 years of good therapy won't make a small dent in..."
And, if she ever said that the current U.S. President asked her to destroy the VOA, the current U.S. President will throw her under the bus just like he did with the recently departed head of DHS.