Yesterday, I read the police report on Bernie Ward on The Smoking Gun. And I am heartbroken. I want to hear Bernie's side of this because I have some damn GOOD questions:
1. Why would he send this photo to a chat room dominatrix? THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS A CHAT ROOM DOMINATRIX! A dominatrix is a woman who gets off by actually WATCHING men (sometimes women) being humiliated and forced to submit. A TRUE dominatrix usually has her own personal dungeon, a room, or basement made out as a faux torture chamber. If a dominatrix were online with her "slaves", wouldn't you think she'd DEMAND to see them on web cam? A dominatrix DEMANDS to be satisfied (she's like a wife, but with whips and leather.) Look, a dominatrix is much easier to research on the internet FIRST than kiddie porn.
Start here:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dominatrix
2. Were these actually HIS kids and THEIR NAMES he was talking about in THIS context? If so, this doesn't sound like research. At all. Would any actual parent thinking about research on child pornography (a near IMPOSSIBILITY) these days even actually put themselves at risk (to say NOTHING of their children) by mentioning they ARE a parent and talking in even an allegorical way about them like that? Even if their names HAVE been changed.
3. Why did he not consult with law enforcement (AND his wife) FIRST. Knowing the gravity of this subject he was reseaching prior to his research? They would have been VALUABLE resources of information and advice. In fact, he could have had a lawyer with him to aid him and offer a tighter line of protection in whatever case could have come out of it (which he should have known BETTER - ESPECIALLY IN HIS LINE OF WORK!!) No one should investigate a white-hot topic like kiddie porn alone, MOST especially if THEY are parents themselves.
4. If he EVER found child pornography on the internet in the FIRST place, why did he NOT report it himself? To say NOTHING of uploading it to another source...
5. The details of the gay porn theater incident (likely fictional, as Bernie Ward is a recognizable face in San Fran and actual witnesses would have come forward a long time ago.) were a bit much. Even if made up. I don't think any dominatrix would have been all that interested. She'd usually have other things in mind.....
I still want to believe in Bernie Ward and I withold any judgement until the end of his trial. But if any of these questions does not have a logical answer (they do not seem to as they are), he will have hurt a LOT of people - myself included.
I know police reports CAN be manipulated and distorted. But what I want to know are the FACTS, 360 degrees of THE FACTS. I do see a LOT of problems with Bernie Ward's research defense. Because even in 2004, child pornography on the internet was an EXTREMELY SERIOUS matter and with all the news reports on it on KGO, ABC and countless other sources he had definately HAD to have heard by then, Bernie should have known better than to transmit any form of child pornography (especially considering he allegedly KNEW the ages of those in the photo) and to report what he downloaded to authorities. IMMEDIATALLY. Period.
And what about the woman in that photo? Has SHE been identified? WHO took that photo?
There are more questions than answers now. I have long loved and respected Bernie Ward, but this is EXTREMELY disturbing. Again, he made a LOT of breathtakingly STUPID moves here, but I want to hear the whole case for myself before I make any judgement......