Unfortunately, I know the subject of suicide all too well. I studied it intently. I was a willing interviewee for television and print on the matter, and spoke at a number of schools, churches, and other gatherings to help young people and their families and teachers come to grips with such a "secret" issue. As was the case when we lost our oldest son in 1996, initially--and sometimes for a period of time--there's a lot of pain, grief, finger-pointing, anger, hate, confusion, etc. (fill in emotion here____.) It's a good thing for everyone to unload their thoughts in this way whether you agree with them or not. To hang on to them is not healthy.
I've read a lot of heartfelt comments about Billy's death. Billy would have been touched to know how much people cared for and loved him.
I have in my physical possession, and also in very recent memory, Billy's writings and face and voice as we conversed about his life, job, family, etc. As I read and replayed all of it in my head, I can say that there wasn't a hint of what was to come. Often, this is the case.
We can't change what happened. Let's give Billy the respect he deserves. Let's just remember the goofball, loveable Billy Charles. Someone already stated it and it's worth repeating: Let's think about the family. They'll need support to overcome this tragedy for years to come.
nelz