Geller's MySpace blog entry on 6/8/06:
http://www.myspace.com/geller
Thursday, June 08, 2006
Always do what you feel
Is best for you...
Its easy to say that, but sometimes hard to actually do.
Especially when you are in a city like Atlanta.
Market #10.
When people in the industry consider it more towards the "top" of the radio world.
People work their entire lives to have a chance to work in a city like this.
They have this vision in their heads about what it is like, and how it makes you feel.
A "major market" equals success.
It means you are good at what you do.
At least that is how I thought. That is what I worked a long time for.
At one point in my career I was pretty much penniless.
I lived in a friends spare walk in closet. I had a sheet over it to give me some privacy.
I owned only my books and clothes.
I moved to Atlanta with only my clothes. I slept on the hard floor for about 2months before I had saved up enough money to buy a bed.
Everything I have in my Apt. now was bought with money.
I'm thankful for everything that has come my way, and ALL the people that have helped get me here...
But...
Now I find myself at a point where I can look back at the past 8 years and REALLY decide what it is I want.
I guess now I'm old enough to really KNOW myself.
I have nothing left to prove to myself when it comes to the radio world.
I accomplished what I set out to do in the fall of 97'.
Now I can look back at EVERYTHING I have seen, and everything that I have gone though. Now I can decide and really FEEL what it is I need.
That is a great feeling. A feeling of liberation.
To really have the ability to do what YOU feel is best, and not what some programmer thinks, or what another air talent thinks.
I ask myself...Am I where I REALLY want to be?
Am I doing what I REALLY want to do?
Answering these questions truthfully and doing something about them is the best way to care for your soul.
And that soul is of course who all of us really are.
Whoever you are, at our centers, we are all good souls.
Pure souls.
At our centers we are JOY. We are Divine. We are all one.
No seperation, just connection.
So, I'm going to do what I NEED to do to make my soul smile.
Never be afriad to make the changes in your life that are required for this to happen. Never deny yourself this happiness.
Changes they are a coming.
Stay tuned...
If you listen carefully you can hear the sound of the Atlantic tide...