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za-rex
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I have been reading this board for years but never registered or posted because I always felt what I had to say would sound like sour grapes and at times it would have. Not anymore though so it's time to jump in. About me? Talent? Yes I'd say I do have some. I'm no dynamic morning man although I'm probably the type of air personality who would contribute well as part of a morning team. But I never got the kind of acceptance I wanted. It's partly my fault. I'm no politician. I'm no networker. I always foolishly deluded myself into thinking your work speaks for itself. Here's my aircheck. If you like it you'll call but don't expect me to hound you. There was actually a time when PDs would take stock in who is on the air at other stations in the area and actually contact someone about a job even if it was a weekender. Well I was wrong. That really isn't how it works. I haven't made enemies but I haven't gone out of my way to schmooze either. Now look at the landscape. You know what? I'm one of the lucky ones. I was never one of the chosen few to try to make a career for myself in this once-exciting market. I think part of it was I never really had enough ego and just looked at radio a craft I had to work to perfect. Not here. I really did try. Now I hate to say it but every time I read about someone losing his job there's a dark side in me that laughs. Now you schmoozers and show bizzy types see the relative importance of yourselves in the total scheme of things. Recognizable names are gone and more are going to disappear and I can breathe a sigh of relief that I'm not one of the ones faced with what's coming: the potential job loss, the possibility of not having anywhere local to go, the decision to pull up roots and move to another market where the situation isn't any better, the plain and simple fact that in spite of all the hoopla you've led yourselves to believe life and radio goes on without you. If I had to do things over again I hate to say I wouldn't change because it isn't my nature but now I can post here with a clear head knowing if a Providence radio job fell in my lap out of the blue tomorrow it wouldn't even impress me considering the state of the market and some of the people in it. And yes I'm giving in to the dark side and laughing. Even those few who are pulling numbers and worth keeping for the advertising dollars would be cut in a heartbeat if the stations could figure out a way to do it without losing money and listeners. Don't kid yourself. No one in charge is in it to provide compelling radio and it's going to get worse in Providence. Everyone is just trying to hang on to the listeners they have because the audience that's out there isn't about to switch loyalties to another station at this point. Now it's just a matter of figuring out ways to get your station mentioned over another in the diaries and the PPM will bring some surprises, but of course that's two years away and some on the air aren't even going to last that long. Sorry for the rant. It's out of my system. I don't wish unemployment on anyone despite the fact that no one was there for me to provide support. I'm just telling it like it is.